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NATALISM
AS PSYCHOLOGICAL INDUCTION AND SUGGESTION |
| NATALISM
AS COMMUNICATION |
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LIFE FORCE IN THE WOMB |
| REPRESENTATION,
SYMBOLISM, METAPHOR AND INTERPRETATION IN NATALISM |
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NATALISM AS PSYCHOLOGICAL
INDUCTION AND SUGGESTION
The focusing qualities of art activity induce a trance state
(McNiff, 1981). During hypnotic trance, suggestions for change
are much more effective. Images occurring in mental processing
while producing art and the images created in the art work
can serve as therapeutic suggestions for change. The art work
and process act as a form of self-hypnosis which is directed
by the inner wisdom of the unconscious.
Part of therapeutic change comes about from internal or
external expectations of change. A therapist who reinforces
insight and gives sometimes direct and other times ever so
subtle "inductions" for change, will, in the long
term, support and validate the client's wisdom and insights.
A suggestion for change can be in the form of specific hypnotic
or focused inductions; or it may simply consist of commenting
in a supportive way on change that will likely be happening,
but about which the client is still vague or shaky. In summarizing
a therapeutic process and insights, the clinician may say,
"You know your body has limits which you can now feel
now, and you have told me ways you can communicate how close
or distant you want someone. Enjoy your new found awareness."
This is not only a summary, but a suggestion and induction
for change.
The art work itself can effectively serve as an induction
and suggestion in itself. When art as induction is used in
conjunction with therapist intervention of induction and suggestion,
the power of suggestion for assisting transformation and change
is far more effective than with either by itself.
Part of transformation as a result of art activity comes
from the visually implied expectation of change. The energy
surfacing in the creative process or the images themselves
can imply release, understanding and new ways of relating.
For the artist, consciously and unconsciously, these can serve
as concrete suggestions and induction for change. Art images
tend to reach deep into the psyche and are actively carried
there for long periods of time.
Assagioli (1977) affirms:
Pictures and objects of various kinds
(paintings, drawings, and all objects of art) often have
a great suggestive power...it would appear that in works
of art there is much more than mere aesthetic value; they
constitute living forces, almost living entities, embodying
a power which has suggestive and creative effects. Therefore
we should not allow this force to remain unused, or subject
ourselves to it unconsciously and without definite purpose,
instead, we should learn to use it deliberately for the
further development of our personality. (pp. 129-130)
Cynthia speaks of how her art work and visualization served
as suggestions and induction for change:
For the next year, I continued
to feel better. I felt like I had the power to change my
life. I had the power to imagine or invent a new reality
to overlay the negative beginning, to make it different.
It actually changes my consciousness to experience conception
in a different way. Made me feel better, feel whole and
feel hopeful. Before there was a real sense of hopelessness.
Taking it back to the very root of my creation and existence
in life is really where I had to go in order to do that
work because that is where I started. That is where the
feeling started.
The drawing says "Oh look how
you have changed. Look you have exploded into a wonderful
ball. Come let's go further* towards the womb where we can
rest and grow some more". This drawing is like an explosion
again. There was a previous drawing in which there was a
real negative explosion. This drawing is a positive explosion
because the lines go inward again. It's an explosion but
it's contained so there is a growth which has happened.
The previous explosion was just like this drawing from a
few sessions back - it was like a chaotic explosion. This
one is growing and building like a bunch of bricks or blocks
being put together. It is contained and growing because
all these new things are coming out and it feels quite positive.
The drawing on the right says, "We
are safe here to be whatever we want to be." Sweet
drawing with a cute little face. This is an ideal for me
because the whole experience allows me to be whoever I want.
The nature of the repatterning drawing is I 'm supported
in that journey and that is what it should have been like.
In the drawing it is pink and it's all red with lots and
lots of blood there with lots of nutrients. And it's warm.
In a sharing group after a drawing exercise during an evening
natalistic workshop, Johanna was still in the feelings which
came up during her art work. In speaking of these feelings
she still carried from her art activity, Johanna stated:
I felt there was a poison inside of
my body. I felt isolated and alone in going into the sharing
group which we did after the drawing exercises. I was still
there, but I did not want to be back there, I wanted to
forget there, but the more I tried to forget there the more
the feelings and experience came up. I could not just let
it be.
Johanna also seemed to still be in a light trance from the
art work and visualizations. Initially I helped her deepen
the trance state, and then gave her the following induction
to encourage her to transform the experience of holding on
to the feelings and memory:
It sounds like the stuff inside needs
to talk a little bit more. When you share the drawings and
experience, one of the things that will occur for you as
you talk about it more is it will fade. In much the same
way that right now as you are trying to put it away and
it is coming on stronger. When you talk about the drawing
you will find that all that stuff will dissolve and fade.
OK?
As part of closure, when Johanna was finished talking in
the sharing group, I gave her another suggestion/induction
to encourage her sense of transition and transformation in
her art to continue during the week:
This week let it come to your mind
every now and then, how you might use colour or form to
repattern all those feelings that are in the drawing and
are inside of you right now. You can do drawings or write
in your journal about the kind of changes in feelings and
images which happen; or you might have the urge to explore
if your picture were different -- How would that be?
In a sharing group one artist said:
When I thought about closures and
drawing I felt like I wanted to work with the newly born
baby. To help her to have the kind of reception that I might
want her to have had. I wanted to get to a place where I
could say, "OK, maybe all this stuff happened to me
prenatally but I do not have to live out of that experience
now. I can live out of an experience of her being received
and loved even if I have to do all that for myself. In the
colours is the newly born baby. The blue and pink stuff
around her is a cradling, probably against a body. She is
all colours because she felt kind of playful. Inside of
me that playfulness felt like laughter.
Individuals in the healing process arrive at new insights
about their lives and come to new understandings and decisions.
To actually make these inner transformations there needs to
be an internalization of the new ways of being. Art work and
the art process suggest to the self on the deepest levels
that change has occurred, is occurring and will continue to
occur. In this manner, art serves as therapeutic induction
and suggestion for change. To facilitate and reinforce the
expectation of change, near the end of a natalistic art workshop
session I will ask participants to think about, or to allow
to come from their inner knowing, what it is they still need
from the experience they have just had.
The group is encouraged to quietly sit with their art process
and art images. There is not only a reflection of what has
occurred and changes which have taken place, but the artists
also consider what will now be different. Through visualization
the artists move forward in time to experience how they will
be different in the future in response to the art activities
which have just occurred. I suggest that the artists will
carry with them, on both conscious and unconscious levels,
images, thoughts or feelings which will deepen and reinforce
the healing continuum as it progresses further. |
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| NATALISM
AS COMMUNICATION
In part, psychological wounds result
from being unnoticed, unheard and unacknowledged. Particularly
during trauma and extreme distress adults, children and even
infants need validation and support. Hindman (1989) has demonstrated
that the degree of long term psychological injury as a result
of trauma is related more to the degree of validation and
support following the trauma than the severity of violence
during the traumatic event. Wood (1984) asserts "early
damage makes for the more profound effect on the personality
and occurs at a time when communication is wordless"
(p. 63).
A degree of therapeutic healing occurs
as a result of communication and witnessing. Janov (1983)
relates a client's desperate need to have the trauma of birth
validated even decades later, "I need to be understood
with the same urgency that I needed my mother to understand
my plight at birth" (p. 20). One natalistic artist spoke
of the resolution of her early wounds being contingent on
being "received, witnessed and acknowledged." She
found, in creating natalism:
The art piece does what the ideal
mother should have done -- reflect back to me my own experience.
The art work serves as an ideal mother in terms of an acknowledgement
of my experience. The sense of validation is even more so
when people look at my art work and respond to it on an
emotional level. Through their response I can know I have
communicated directly what I feel. I feel for the expression
to be complete it must be received, witnessed and accepted.
In my journal writing it came to me that in a sense communication
is not complete unless there is a receiver, unless there
is that acknowledgement.
Having a compassionate witness to one's
experience can be profoundly healing. It allows the suffering
person to know she is worthwhile and valued.
To be heard one must first speak in a
meaningful way. The act of meaningful communication is a courageous
one (May 1975). London (1989) agrees:
Bearing witness, like any creative
act, is a wilful expression of what it feels like to be
yourself. It is a simple act and at the same time a courageous
one. You speak for yourself and you speak of yourself. You
tell your own story. (p. 84)
Beyond the initial courage to communicate,
meaningful psychological material must be accessed and must
have a means of communication. Art allows an avenue into the
deeper realms of the self and simultaneously offers a vehicle
to carry personal experience to others. In speaking of her
natalistic production, Sarah asserts:
Art can go from my gut to somebody
else's gut and in a sense bypass the head and rational thought.
Art can bypass rational defenses and all those other things
that we put in to filter out direct experience. I think
often the power of art is it can conveys directly from my
gut to your gut. I think that is what powerful art does.
It cuts through all our defenses, all our intellectualization
and rationalizing to get us right where we live. I think
this explanation moves toward conveying the strong draw
I have to create with art.
Sarah's art activity put her more in touch
with her inner experience and also provided a bridge between
her life experiences. In this manner art is personal communication
within the self and to the self. Additionally Sarah found
her art provided her with communication and a connection to
others. Rogers (1993) echoes:
As we first journey inward through
the expressive arts, we tap into the unconscious and become
aware of new aspects of self, thus gaining insight and empowerment.
Then, by connection to at least one other person in and
empathic and supportive environment, we learn ways to relate
to the community. As we learn how to be authentic and empowered
in a small community, we are then inspired to move to the
larger circle. We become creative and collaborative, being
able to access our higher purpose and powers. This connects
us to the world -- other cultures and nature -- with compassion.
(p. 9)
Art communicates to the self and to others.
Both forms of communication are therapeutic activity which
facilitate personal acknowledgement and validation. When art
communicates the artist sees herself validated and authenticated
in the art and in the response of others. London (1989) assures:
The end of art is not art, but communication,
or better still communion, breaking out of the solitariness
and silence of one dimension of ourselves and making contact
with the "other." That other may be intrapsychic:
the conscious mind acknowledging the subconscious; or it
may be interpsychic: one person meeting another; or it may
even be transpersonal: one self touching the universe. (p.
74)
Between natalistic workshops Johanna had
written a poem about the experience of one of her drawings.
Johanna stated she wanted the poem read but would have trouble
doing so herself. In response another workshop participant
offered to read Johanna's poem. Her poem and drawing were
about personal validation and empowerment. The healing process
which was occurring through creative expression and communication,
was furthered by the group process, an account of which follows:
MI: How did
that feel to have such a strong voice, that powerful woman
read it to you.
Johanna: It felt really good. It felt
like it really said it for me the way I couldn't say it;
like the way I really feel.
MI: Do you know that you're that powerful.
That women see you as a very powerful woman, as a role model
of a powerful woman even?
Johanna: I don't feel very powerful
right now. It eludes me. I have a sense of it but I
MI: Yeah sure. It felt nice to have
Brigette read it, it felt like I could hear her writing,
you know that place that she built inside and how it was
like a giving. The poem says a lot. Can you tell us about
the drawing?
Johanna: It's just like what I wrote.
MI: How does the baby feel?
Johanna: I can't get there yet, I wish
I could. I can only draw it, you know, I can't feel it.
MI: How do you feel after having Brigette
read.
Johanna: More, like if I can own my
own words or if I can accept that I wrote. I know that I
will bridge it, and get to be that baby to that Mom; but
right now I'm just it's like a realization of a loss, you
know? It's just too much.
In my therapy I've come to know a
lot, I've worked through a lot of feelings in all the years,
but there's something different about this you know. I thought
I felt it before but I think I feel it a lot more now than
I did before. And I keep getting flooded with memories about
my parents.
MI: Ok. Would anybody like to say something
to Johanna?
Sarah: It's a really powerful piece.
I'm moved by it.
Brigette: I find the colours very powerful
in a very powerful way. Maybe, they are some of my favourite
colours.
Johanna: Oh, I know I love the colours
too.
Brigette: And I noticed the softness
in the mother's face.
Johanna: Uh hum. It's angelic, eh?
It's frightening.
MI: How so?
Johanna: I don't know. I just didn't
think I could draw that kind of softness. It's almost like
a nun, or like a holy person.
Cynthia: Madonna
Deborah: Actually I thought of that
while also looking at yours, kind of Madonna and child.
MI: I think to be able to draw that,
particularly to draw it with the depth of feeling inside,
you have to be in touch with it, both able to see it, and
to receive it.
Johanna: I know it will come.
MI: It has come. In order to draw that
you have to be in touch with that.
Johanna: Ok.
MI: So it's there, it may mature more
and it may spread; but it is there in order to be able to
do that depth of art work.
Johanna: I didn't want a man in the
picture. I think that's kind of sad in a way, but that's
the way it is.
Brigette: Is this baby actually nursing?
Johanna: Probably. I couldn't make
it distinct though.
Brigette: I keep looking from that
to you sucking on your glasses.
(Laughter)
Johanna: Good observation.
The content of art may be so familiar
to the artist that its voice goes unnoticed. At times it takes
the comment of others for the artists' picture to begin working
back as communication to the self. Deborah shares how the
comment of another person affected her relationship with a
natalistic drawing:
When Sarah saw my drawing she said,
"Whoa. You've got my attention." It was interesting
to hear her response because the drawing felt so congruent
and familiar for me. Like it felt that it was just normal
in terms of my image of what it was like in the womb. When
I was looking at the drawing it did not feel like it was
impacting for me. To me the picture did not feel like it
stood out, it just felt congruent with how I imagined it
was. With Sarah's emphatic response I knew it was a strong
picture and it was saying a lot even though I was not in
an objective position to see it and how it impacts.
In the natalistic workshop groups, individuals
commented on the importance for them of having other group
members viewing their work and the value of seeing other people's
art. Another artist who did a natalistic drawing at home wanted
to share the drawing with others in order to help the drawing
speak to her. According to Brigette, "When I finished
the drawing I sort of wanted to bring it for sharing with
the group. I guessed it was probably the animal in the drawing
and I thought that somehow by sharing it, I could learn something
more about it."
The person who discovers art's ability
for inner communication, self-awareness, and personal transformation
can use art in the therapy setting or day to day life as a
readily available personal guide and therapist. As Johanna
commented:
One of the
other people in the workshop had said, "when she did
not know what she was feeling and she would just start to
draw; then she would feel better and then she would hold
the drawing against herself." I tried it and it worked
for me as well. After the workshop it stayed with me as
something that I could do if I did not know what I was feeling.
I have a big pad of paper at home and some pastels. When
I'm not certain what is going on with me I'll start to do
a drawing.
I go with
whatever colours or shapes happen. It is a kind of a communication.
I might put the drawing close to my body, though sometimes
I can't; I might just cry. The art work process can bring
forth feelings and I can see what I am sad about. Doing
the drawing and looking at it mirrors my inner self in a
way that brings on my tears and allows an emotional release.
The drawing is a way of looking and seeing what I can't
if I just try to figure out what going on. It is something
I cannot figure out with my head. When I tried to figure
out with my head what was going on I often ended up giving
up. Then I found I could either draw or just go inside to
the universe and kind of have conversations with it. Getting
in touch with that place helps me know what's going on for
me. There are times I do not know what it is that is bothering
me. I am agitated and anxious and I don't know what's going
on. Now I can draw it out or I can just go into a state
of relaxation and have it kind of shown to me. The drawings
have been really helpful and I may write as well. I will
draw and I write. Generally I draw and I write with the
left hand. I let my left hand tell me everything even in
the writing.
Several of the professional artists who
were part of the Natalistic Art in Therapy Research population
mentioned the significance to them of the validation they
received by showing their work and having it received by people
on an emotional level. Sarah stated, "For me, a lot of
the experience with making art and having people see my art
has been about being heard, being acknowledged and communicating
my experience to people."
Emerson and I spoke about when personally
revealing art is exhibited then one's deepest inner self is
exhibited. There is the possibility of therapeutic validation
from having one's art witnessed. But public exhibitions also
carry the risk of deep personal wounding through the work
being misunderstood or criticized. When art speaks from the
deeper self, in part it is the vulnerable child within who
is being exposed and made available through the art show.
Unlike the therapy setting, the witnesses of public art may
not be trained clinicians. The public audience does not have
a professional obligation to be sensitive to psychologically
vulnerable material. The artist who works on personal material
and does a public show with that work must take care to have
adequate boundaries and support of the inner child and inner
self. This can be particularly true of exhibitions of natalistic
art work due to its coming from forces at the very foundation
of the psyche. |
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LIFE FORCE IN THE WOMB
During natalistic regression, artists
commonly experience contact with an order greater than themselves.
Some artists refer to this as a life force, the cosmos, spirituality
or "where it all started.1" Art activity (McNiff,
1989; Rogers, 1993) and pre- and perinatal regression (Grof,
1975; Adzema 1985) separately have been noted for their ability
to assist people in making contact with the deepest realms
of the inner self and the external universe. Art is often
described in one form or another as "the search for meaning"
(London, 1989). Cameron (1992) verifies that the journey of
the artist is often "in essence, a spiritual path, initiated
and practised through creativity" (p. xi). Accounts of
a connection with the universe, a life force or spirituality
as an aspect of early regression experiences from birth right
back to just prior to conception (Grof, 1975; Laing, 1976;
Lake, 1981; Farrant, 1993). Adzema (1985) notes:
These experiences often are related
to gaining access to a time before the first "shutdown,"
which is the first time that trauma forces a retreat from
one's full capabilities and consciousness. Our experience
has been that the time before initial shutdown varies among
people, but usually ranges from before the fertilization
of the egg to some time in utero. (pp. 95-96)
Tragedies, pain and negative experiences
may be identified during regression to conception and early
embryonic life; conversely, individuals also draw pictures
of, or speak about, a sense of hope; a connection to the universe;
a sense of family history; something spiritual, a life force
or energy; timelessness or boundlessness. In speaking of her
natalistic drawing Sarah related:
The yellow
represents some hope, and the blue as well; and the mauve
-- nurturance and love. It was very important to me that
those same colours that were inside me were also inside
the womb and then beyond the womb so there is a sense of
permeability with all life. It is like this sense of being
this cosmic child. Just a part of all life.
There is some feeling of expansion.
Moving out, feeling that moment of conception of the sperm
piercing the egg and this burst of creation going on. I
feel very hopeful when I look at this drawing now, at the
orange and the yellow. Again the green being life, and purple
for me is very spiritual on all levels. [The colours of
her womb surround are green and purple]...a connection through
all life, and through all time. This and the paradox of
there being a sense of timeless, spaceless, unconfined moment.
Occupying no space and at the same time all space.
For some, the natalistic conception-regression
provides a vague, general or globalized sense of experience.
Others perceive elements of details or may have clear insights
about the influence of their conception experiences. The feeling
of a conception drawing is often quite energetic, with lots
of powerful colours, a combination of simple and sparse symbols
and imagery, and a greater content of colours in the form
of abstract natalistic scribbles or patches of colour. Occasionally,
conception drawings have only a few simple lines. When clay
sculpting is used as the natalistic art in therapy medium
I have seen more of the conception art works that have quite
simple lines and forms.
Reattaching to an experience of sacredness
can occur in many places along the continuum of natalistic
regression to the pre- and perinatal realm. Indeed, historically
and cross-culturally rituals of transformation and searches
for deeper meaning have involved rebirth and creation rites
which quite accurately recreate biological birth or conception
and early gestational events (Eliade, 1958; Irving, 1988).
Noble (1993) allows:
In mystical
scriptures of the East, intuitives have pondered the metaphysical
aspects of conception for centuries. The ancient religious
notions of the sperms as numen (spiritual force) and conception
as numinous (filled with presence of divinity)....
In the old Christian tradition, the
pneuma or spirit is called pneuma spermaticon. (p. 141)
Rebirth and creation rites employ a high
degree of creative expressive activity. It is acknowledged
that artistic expression and gestational regression connect
the initiate with the larger cosmos and deeper dimensions
of the self (Janus, 1991). Eliade (1958) states:
Although it is risky to compare religious
documents belonging to such different ages and cultures,
I have taken the risk because all these religious facts
fit into a pattern.... From all this, one common characteristic
emerges -- access to the sacred and to the spirit is always
figured as an embryonic gestation and a new birth. (p. 58)
The quest for the primal gestational origins
of spirituality or greater meaning is not limited to the ritual
of organized religions. The sculptor Goertzen (1994) tells
the story of a child's desire to hold onto her deep and meaningful
prenatal connection:
I heard of a couple who brought home
their second child and their three year old girl insisted
she must be with the baby alone. They kept putting her off
but she would not relent. The suspicious parents finally
gave in to her but, suspecting sibling rivalry and sinister
motives, listened in on the baby monitor. They heard the
little girl say to the baby: "Tell me what God is like.
I'm beginning to forget." (p. 10)
Some individuals have reported that their
experiences of positive elements of their earliest lives assisted
them with making it through a particularly tragic childhood.
Others have related that the life force contacted through
producing natalism was quite beneficial in therapeutically
repatterning deep wounds from a difficult birth or painful
childhood. Khamsi (1987) reports similar findings of people
who used primal therapy to regress to birth [through primalling]:
Some subjects reported that birth
feelings led to a variety of behavioral, emotional, mental,
and spiritual changes in their lives. For some, having birth
feelings was a journey to the deepest or ultimate place
in themselves, to the centre of existential identity. According
to Jill, "when I experience birth feelings it's like
I go to the core of myself, and that everything else starts
from there. And that when I'm in touch with that core of
myself, I have a heightened sense of awareness and that
the core is connected to a whole lot of other feelings and
of really just who I am, that's where it all started."
For many, birth feelings seemed to hold
a special significance. Some reported a new perspective of
their body, their children, their emotions, human existence,
or even the nature of reality. Sometimes it seemed to be a
"turning point" or "something sacred."
(p. 51)
I have noted that survivors of severe
and repeated childhood trauma find significant value in natalistic
work. Returning to the energy of the earliest gestational
periods touches on powerful repatterning potential. Additionally,
survivors of abusive childhoods find a place in early life
where existence was not ruled by violence, neglect and betrayal.
Susan, who went through a difficult prenatal period and childhood
-- survived a number of attempted abortions, was unwanted
prenatally and in childhood, and had to cope with childhood
sexual assault relates that, in her drawing:
The yellow is my spirit ready to come
into me, and I had a sense of my spirit is what brought
me through. I would never have survived without my spirit,
at times it gave me a lot of strength. It's full of light
and it was a very happy spirit until it got in this mess.
The yellow is the spirit which I have before conception.
To the left of the spirit is just the grey. The grey is
the egg and the orange things are the, you know -- what
is trying to get in. They're orange because orange is danger
to me.
In spite of Susan's experience of tragically
neglectful and abusive childhood, there remained on the deepest
levels a powerful sense of life which she attributed to the
earliest embryonic times. When she finally connected with
this life force through natalistic art, she was able, through
the use of art in her daily life, to integrate a repatterning
quality of pleasure and nurture. Broder (1978) affirms that:
Experiencing early feelings of love
and unadulterated joy help to gain closer touch with the
positive parts of our real self - an obvious goal of therapy.
They also provide the lifelines necessary to help one go
through some of the deepest, most terrifying feelings of
primal pain. (p. 5)
Johanna had been brutally beaten and raped
as a child. She was left for dead, and when found, came in
and out of consciousness for the next two weeks. Both at the
time of the original childhood trauma and later, while painfully
working through the terrifying trauma, she made contact with
what she felt were her original connections to the universe.
A long and difficult drugged birth left Johanna feeling she
was not sure if she had died at birth. Deadening qualities
of her early birth trauma blended with her later assault in
a ravine. One of her natalistic drawings integrated her prenatal
experience and her childhood trauma and adult issues with
her survival strength from her connection with the universe.
According to Johanna:
There are
a number of different things happening in the drawing which
are related to each other. At the time of the drawing I
was going through a crisis in myself. I did not feel I could
any longer function in the day to day world. The only way
I could find to get out of it seemed to be to go the spiritual
way.
In the drawing the crisis found in
the places were the red lines are. It seems there is so
much red happening -- around, in the ravine. The bottom
right hand corner with the child in the coffin, is the ravine
and rape, beating and near death. The red line around the
large body filled in with black is my birth. The smaller
red body with all the red marks all over it is all the torture
they did to me throughout my childhood.
In the image of a coffin in the ravine
I am buried under the ground there. It is like dying. I
am absolutely dead, in the ground, hidden. In the larger
body the black is the death surrounding birth. It is interesting
that the image of the baby in the womb has still got the
universe.
It is extraordinary that there is
an incredible calm in the middle of the image of those three
images. I do not know how I stayed like that, but maybe
that calm has always stayed. Looking at the drawing I can
see that part of me has always stayed protected. That connection
to the universe, that knowing.
In a way I stayed protected by being
hidden from the horrible outside experiences. In my therapy
and in the natalism work I let the universe come out and
change what the those side experiences mean in my life.
It felt exciting and wonderful to
realize that my inner innocence had been protected that
long. That a deep hidden part of me was emerging and was
feeling safe enough to emerge too. For me there were all
really good signs of healing. It made me feel excited for
my life and how it was going to become.
Change did not come easily, but it
I felt like I knew that important changes would come in
my life. To experience real change beyond a picture I felt
like I would have to work at it. I began doing imagery of
what I would like my life to be. It was difficult to image
my life with out the kind of suffering I was use to. But
I did begin to feel I had all the choices in the world.
I went about cutting out pictures and identify what kind
of an environment I like. I began asking what are the things
that I love.
Johanna continued to find her original
spiritual force a powerful strength and effective nurturing
attribute. She has continued to use the process she learned
through the natalistic workshop with a variety of issues,
and she has related to me how she finds it highly effective.
As a result of the repeated, severe traumas Johanna suffered,
her healing has been a trying journey. Finding a connection
to the universe through her natalistic work was a point of
pivotal change for Johanna.
When pain is at its most tragic levels
there is a need to split off from the unbearable and go to
somewhere safe (Stewart, 1987). This dissociative coping response
often allows an individual to retain strengths, perseverance
and hope in spite of overwhelming tragedy. Cynthia perceives
that her first splitting occurred through the experience of
conception as a rape. With the most tragic of childhoods to
follow, she spent a lifetime coping through splitting. Speaking
about her conception drawing Cynthia relates:
And then he
become part of the egg and I feel like a rape, an angry
rape, and there's confusion, and then I'm starting to feel
ambivalent, I don't give a shit at this point....
Well I didn't even get to implantation.
I just did not want to do it, so then I started to say:
who cares, I don't. It doesn't matter where I go from here.
I'm lost. I've been invaded, ambivalence, I don't care,
scattered mind, no direction.... There's containment and
then there's no containment.... Then I said: Where's God
and the peaceful meadow, and the sun and the place I feel
whole? I wanted to go back up the fallopian tube, back towards
heaven; in fact beyond that to the universe is where I want
to go. And then I perceive the tree of life, a heavenly
tree, and this is me in the tree [in the drawing], a beautiful
tree, a lot of beauty.... I did not care what happened to
me, so I just let the forces take over and the egg moved
on and I decided to go backwards. The tree of life is not
my mom's womb though, I'm in God's womb.
One of the strengths of Cynthia's splitting
was that it made it possible for her to retain a positive
life energy, separate from her trauma experiences. In her
healing, it was highly beneficial for Cynthia to connect,
both with the ramifications of that early trauma and its wounding,
as well as for her to come into contact with her early connection
with a peaceful place. She was able to do this in part through
the natalistic process. Speaking with Cynthia nearly three
years later, she related that the integration and personal
empowerment which occurred out of this element of the natalistic
work stayed with her and was an important ingredient in her
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REPRESENTATION,
SYMBOLISM, METAPHOR AND INTERPRETATION IN NATALISM
The artwork itself makes interpretation
and connections, and functions as a story teller articulating
the conscious and unconscious saga of the artist. Schaverien
(1992) suggests:
that the stages of the life of the
picture all involve interpretation, in its widest sense.
However, this is not merely a translation from the visual
to the verbal mode; even if this were possible, it would
not be desirable. Instead the image is recognised as a form
of articulation in itself. (p. 104)
Throughout the art process the art work
is speaking to the artist; in itself, creating insight, connections
and elucidating meaning. Rogers, (1993) writes, "looking
at the symbols that emerge in our art can add to our intellectual
understanding of our identity and the dynamics of behaviour"
(p. 75). The art work is an inner voice which presents an
external expression of the artist's deepest self. The purpose
of this contact is to be more oneself. Noble (1993) allows,
"Making connections is like finding lost treasures. Contact
and connection improve not only within oneself but between
others as we unwrap our unopened packages. We come closer
to developing a balance among instinct, intellect, and intuition"
(p. 121). Sarah commented:
In a way the early feelings and experiences
that were uncovered and connected with through the workshop
validated my present day kind of stance towards life. It
suddenly made sense to me why I see the world the way I
see it. My present day suspicion and difficulty with trust
was coloured by those early feelings of having my energy
sucked out of me and being used.
Verbal and dream therapy place considerable
emphasis on symbol and metaphor. Indeed, language and dreams
are largely flavoured by symbol and metaphor. Art activity
is process, and as such, therapeutic discussion about the
process of creating the art and images can be as valuable
as dissecting the symbolism in the imagery of the art. This
dynamic is even more pronounced when working with early preverbal
material. These earliest roots of feeling and issues are impressionistic,
somatic and as Emerson (1987) notes are intimately associated
with movement. The birth and prenatal foundations of psychological
issues are laid down in the psyche before the formation of
cognitive symbolization.
Like words, artwork can depict or represent
birth and prenatal experience; and artwork can express metaphors
and symbols of early conditions and feelings. Birtchnell (1984)
states, "Much of what is expressed in art therapy would
come under the heading of metaphor" (p. 39). Interestingly
Birtchnell (1984) then goes on to present a list of metaphors
in art, any one of which could be a birth or prenatal metaphor
in the interpretive manner which I have bracketed []:
A subject may represent his situation
by imagery such as heavy weights hanging from his neck [umbilical
cord tied around neck at birth], being covered by a glass
dome [womb, implantation or embryonic sac], tossing like
a cork in the sea [cataclysm at birth or floating in turbulent
embryonic waters], being an insignificant speck in an empty
landscape [early gestational smallness], surrounded by locked
doors [second birth matrix (BPM II)], or fluttering above
everything like a butterfly [first trimester floating in
the womb or fallopian tube]. (p. 39)
Pre- and perinatal symbolism and metaphors
are commonly expressed in terms of movement, physical conditions
or global impressions. They are found as much in the process
of creating the work as in the expressed images themselves.
The artist may experience "birth like" emotional
or physical feelings of pressure, being blocked, needing to
get through, feeling unsafe or a sense of impending change
which will be unbearable. Deborah remarks:
I have been aware I am starting to
have a body response around fears of being in the world.
Fears of coming out or going out into the world -- that
it is not safe, it is not safe to be me, fears of revealing,
of being naked and exposed -- those kind of things. I really
relate them to birth metaphors.
Birth and in utero conditions which have
left a psychological legacy often involved a degree of physical
stress and risk, and were processed, and have been mediated,
in consciousness associated with body memory. Pre- and perinatal
imagery and art expressions are often rich in physical symbolism
and metaphor. These physical metaphors in natalistic art can
be experienced in the process of creating the art, and/or
in the sense of movement and relationship of the objects,
images, forms and colours in the artwork itself.
It may be that childhood experiences have
a greater affinity with the abstraction of symbol, and that
preverbal experience has an attraction to the form of metaphor,
or that the developmentally older language mind tends towards
abstracting, and nonverbal consciousness registers impression.
Dalley (1984) makes an interesting comment about the propensity
of metaphor to be associated with physical phenomena. Dally
(1984) notes, "A distinguishing feature of metaphor and
its symptomatic counterpart is that they tend towards embodiment,
even metaphors composed of words usually refer through them
to physical phenomena" (p. 25). In art activity, birth
metaphors may be found in the images of the art work, and
quite importantly, are likely to be found in the experience
of the process of creating the artwork.
The longer I have helped people work with
therapeutic natalism, the less I have sought theoretically
to categorize universal meaning behind the images found in
natalistic creations. The actual meaning of any symbol or
metaphor can come only from the individual artist who created
the images. McNiff (1989) notes "What distinguishes art
as a mode of inquiry is the unequivocal subjectivity and individuality
of its perspective. Artistic descriptions do not give the
pretence of being without bias" (p. 6)
In short,
there is only one rule for picture interpretation: to know
that one does not know. With this in mind, the therapist
need only follow three main principles in analysing unconscious
pictures.
The first is to always note one's
initial impression of a picture. One should not interpret
the picture, but rather concentrate on one's initial feelings.
The second principle is for the analyst
to act as a researcher.
The third and often most difficult
principle in picture interpretation is to synthesize what
has been learned from individual components and assemble
this information into a whole.
A significant value of symbols and metaphor
is in the multiple layers on which they can exist (Eliade,
1958). McNiff (1993) contends, "Symbols are images which
refer to something other than themselves. Symbolism is a function
attached to imagery; it suggests both personal and universal
meanings. The symbol generates multiple interpretations as
distinguished from the sign which has one meaning" (p.
52). The multiplicity of symbols and metaphors allows them
to make statements, yet defies the linear restrains of left
brain rational order. Expression, insight and understanding
are generated within the context of experiences which have
diverse, and sometimes contradictory, meaning and relationship
to time. For example the spoken word or visual image of containment
can simultaneously express adult, childhood and prenatal experience.
In addition, containment can be support or unwanted restraint.
Containment can be process or artifact. The visual illustration
of containment can assist left brain rational understanding
or manifest right brain expression of emotion. Williams (1983)
refers to metaphor as "a 'language' of both hemispheres"
(p. 55). McNiff (1993) states, "Metaphors are images
which are used symbolically for the purpose of comparison,
articulation, elucidation" (p. 53).
Brigette's drawing illustrates the diversity
of symbolic content which an art work can contain. Additionally
she reveals the multiple levels and meanings in which a single
image or symbol may successfully function:
The drawing
started from the assumption that no matter what happened
the first time around I was not going to continue to live
out of that reality. In a way I figured that there was a
me now surrounded by the kind of environment that she wanted
as a baby and still wants as an adult. In the drawing the
baby is safely cuddled within me, well protected and cared
for. There is a hand behind me that is kind of like the
hand of god, sort of there, encompassing and supporting.
The big E is the E word, Encouragement.
She wanted to be born into an encouraging world. I am the
brown middle figure. The one on the right with the smile
is a symbolic parent so there would be at least one adult
who cared and smiled about the fact that I existed. The
little faces on the other side represent friends so that,
at the baby's time, there would be other babies to play
with. There would be other people for the baby today.
The music symbols felt obvious. I
wanted there to be music in the baby's world.... In the
drawing the music also symbolized something more than linear
thought, it was not just kind of boxes. When I was drawing
the music notes it reminded me of music so that is supposed
to be a music rest over on the side. The music rest represents
opportunities to rest and be at peace.
The books are there because I wanted
the wisdom and knowledge of books to be part of the environment.
They are purposely not too big because I think books have
real limitations. There are things like the encouragement
and support. The green over to the right is grass, trees
and other nature stuff. The water in the picture is really
important to me. The mountains are there so that it is not
all a kind of uneventful life. The brown establishes the
fact that there is a path that goes through the green place
and the mountains and goes to the water. It is navigable.
The dog had to get in there somehow because an ideal world
has to have dogs in it.
The yellow sun is shining light on
everything, and even more symbolically the yellow is lightness
and nurture. The yellow is in the overall picture. In the
womb the same colour is in about the same place. It means
nurture and growth. The sun makes things grow, but the yellow
is almost more like a touch from the creator.
There is a natural desire to just know
and to have ready answers. It would be nice and convenient
to have a repertoire of pat, simple and exact solutions and
axioms about the human psyche to always follow but people's
responses to situations are idiosyncratic and generalization
denies individual experience. Rules and theories of interpretation
can be helpful as guideposts and points of reflection, but
they are to be set aside in dealing with a person's actual
experience.
There is clearly a value in therapists'
knowing the meanings and historical background of symbols
and the various interpretations others may have made in relation
to a symbol or image. But in actual practice it is difficult
to make precise, definite and indisputable statements about
the universal meanings of art images and individual colours
and forms. To apply blanket theoretical generalizations to
a client's art is inappropriate, if not offensive and intrusive.
Rhyne (1984) states:
The actual images in any art creation
are its most obvious content, but its total message cannot
be discerned without referring to the total context of the
images -- the style in which they're portrayed, the relationships
between figures, the choice of emphasis in depiction, and
quite often, what has been left out of the picture. I cannot
provide any reliable structure for interpreting art: there
are too many variables in the individual, cultural, and
psychological experience of the creator. In order to make
sense out of such messages, we must always consider the
widest possible gamut of expression aspects. (p. 90)
Some symbols are culturally influenced
and others may be entirely personally driven. One person's
internal and external life is too unique for another person
to externally apply pre formulated and generic interpretation
of personal symbol and metaphor. Additionally, it is likely
that some art symbols and experiences do not translate into
language and belong to the domain of the nonverbal. Schaverien
(1992) postulates that:
In the aesthetic object opposing forces
are contained and held, in a resolution which negates neither.
This tension distinguishes the work of art from a mere series
of marks on paper. Such an image cannot be replaced by words,
no more can the word be replaced by an image. Language and
art reside side by side and complement each other. (p. 104)
Additionally, some art is not interpretable
by others, but is an expression of a private symbolism. On
a healing level it can be inconsequential whether an artist's
therapeutic picture has meaning to anyone else. The important
quality of the art is that it has meaning to its creator (Rhyne
1984). Dalley (1984) states:
However experienced or well-qualified
an art therapist, the only person able or "qualified"
to interpret correctly is the "artist", as the
meaning of the painting has relevance only to his or her
personal situation. The therapist may speculate, suggest,
and connect aspects of the picture, but this occurs within
the therapeutic relationship in an environment of trust,
openness, and safety, and should not occur outside this
context. (p. xxiv)
Some early experience which is therapeutically
processed may never be fully known or assured cognitively
to therapist or client. Pre- and perinatal experience occurred
decades previously in the client's life and were mediated
before abstracting cognition and logic. Over time, the artist
tries on impressionistic emotions, or thoughts in an endeavour
to make sense of her world. The artist is not certain of the
validity or accurateness of these early feelings or conditions,
but they arise as curiosities or strong senses.
Psychological process and resolution may
occur often beyond the dimensions of verbal perception. The
artist may effectively process what is needed from the experience
of artistic exploration. The symbols and images created in
exploratory art work may be representative of what they actually
illustrate, but they still may be associated with material
which will never be solidly assured. For instance, blighted
twins (a twin that dies during gestation, generally in the
first trimester) are a possibility in thirty percent of pregnancies,
but few people consciously or medically know of such a condition
in relation to themselves. (Farrant, 1993). Some people who
prenatally regress are certain they have lost a twin in utero;
others wonder, but are not certain. One artist explored this
sense:
Some of my
natalism work has made me wonder if maybe there was a twin.
I wondered with all the emphasis on how small I was whether
my birth was premature or if indeed I was a twin. I wondered
if there was a twin could this other twin even have survived.
The drawing which everyone else did at the previous workshop
I did the day following the workshop because I had to miss
the workshop. I was all curled up on the paper and it felt
like there was this nice warm something against my back.
On one side of the drawing there was empty space. In relationship
to the empty space found in the drawing Michael and I speculated
as to whether that area was a place for a twin or something.
I let the idea of a twin kind of sit
there over the following week between workshops to see if
anything more came. The next week the presence of a twin
in the womb with me still felt like a possibility though
I did not have any more insight about it over the week.
I thought about my liking to shoot photographs where one
image is really clear and then there is a duplicate of the
image. The photographing of duplicate images -- like a reflection
in a mirror or off of glass or water.
When the artist is not certain of the
exact origin of pre- or perinatal symbols or content I will
non-judgementally, and non-committally present my impression.
When I do so I will also voice the position that I do not
know exactly what happened prenatally, but I do know what
the person is feeling or experiencing in the present, from
what she has shared with me. It is important to acknowledge
that one hears, and also to be validating in being honest
that one does not know for sure, although something may make
a lot of sense. What is most important is asking if it makes
a difference and if there is a way in which the artist can
advance in her endeavour to improve the conditions of her
present life. Hall (1987) states:
Some of the patients I spoke with
felt that the "artwork" -- "the images and
doing them" -- had been the basic agent for change,
and that interpretation and talking about them had been
unnecessary.... These patients felt it very important for
their paintings to be given space and validity in their
own right, to be allowed to "speak" and work and
develop in their own way, and in their own time. (p. 182)
In working with individuals and particularly
in working with a group, I often do little direct interpretation
of peoples' art work. Rather, I facilitate processes and experiences
which allow each individual to make their own personal interpretations.
In order to appreciate and help a person to understand the
experience, it is far better to listen to their interpretations
and insights about how life has uniquely affected her. How
the artist sees her symbols or interprets her colours probably
imparts more of what the natalistic images are actually about
than what any particular theory might say. Winnicott (1971),
in his maturing as a veteran therapist, stated:
If only we can wait, the patient arrives
at understanding creatively and with immense joy, and I
now enjoy this more than I used to enjoy the sense of having
been clever. I think I interpret mainly to let the patient
know the limits of my understanding. The principle is that
it is the patient and only the patient who has the answers.
(p. 102)
Therapeutic transformation involves not
only grasping the immediate insights related to the current
therapeutic material, but also gaining problem solving skills
which will continue to serve clients long after therapy has
finished. Wadeson (1980) imparts:
I wish to
model the experimentation I hope the client will develop,
I offer my hunches, as such, to be discarded if they are
not helpful at the time.
Usually, though, I don't intervene
until the client appears finished with her exploration,
so as not to interrupt her train of thought. It is then
I am most likely to follow my hunches and try to take her
further to "somewhere where she's never been before"
through probing questions or encouragement to fantasy. (p.
40)
The permanence of art imagery allows the
artist to return to the symbols and metaphor in the natalistic
work. Unlike the symbols and metaphors verbalized in talk
therapy, the memories of which fade with the passing of time,
the symbols and metaphors in an art work remain in the picture.
What is not gleaned at one sitting may be touched on at a
later time. Wadeson (1980) assures:
It is not necessary to plumb any one
art expression to its depths. Material in the picture that
is significant will emerge again and again. The main thing
is to encourage the client in her own self exploration so
that this process may continue long after the therapy has
ended. (p. 40)
Rather than connect to "THE"
meaning of symbols in natalism I have tended to gather, question
and hone approaches to asking questions. The therapist looks
at an art work and says to himself, "Oh that's an interesting
question; what if I asked that question or this question."
Symbols and metaphors in therapeutic art are for use as a
facilitator for the client's self-discovery. Therapeutic responses
to natalistic art are those questions or statements that draw
people deeper into, and create more focus on, their own specific
experience of their art and of their life. There are many
different questions and lines of questioning which the clinician
can pursue in relation to therapeutic productions of art.
The kinds of questions to ask and the specificity of the questions
should always be in the context of where the person is in
that moment and where the person is going. It is the client's
therapy and the clinician's job to follow the lead of the
client.
This kind of probing can be achieved by:
pointing out in the form of a question; by making comments
like "I am curious about" or "I find it interesting";
by reflecting on what you as the therapist are experiencing.
Rogers (1993) states that, "you show respect for the
product and the artist":
By owning your feelings and thoughts
as personal reactions, rather than analysing or interpreting
the art. For example, you might say: "When I look at
this picture, I feel lonely (or agitated, or sad). Is that
the mood you experience?" or, "To me, it looks
like..." This helps differentiate between your truth
and the artist's truth of the image. (p. 77).
Rogers (1993) concurs that one must "ask
the artist if she wants your impressions or input" (p.
77). Schaverien (1992) "just as with words in psychotherapy,
it is possible to be invasive by making premature interpretation
about pictures".
I am not suggesting that interpretations
of therapeutic art should never occur. Rather I am emphasizing
that interpretation should be primarily client directed. As
Verny (1994) states, "Interpretations must be linked
to the client's mental processes and not the therapist's"
(p. 184). The interpretations and reframing which are meaningful
and make an impact on the client's life are those which occur
inside the psyche of the client.
Therapeutic questions of experience and
process explore what the person is experiencing before, during
or after a drawing or a part of a drawing. Focusing and specificity
are arrived at by exploring what is happening for the artist
while she/he is working on a particular area of the drawing.
Asking about repeating patterns of colour, placement, image
and size relations, etc. follows up on significant working
on themes of the artist.
The artist might be asked, in relation
to a drawing: What is your experience of...? For you, what
would the colour...be saying? What was happening for you when
those soft colours were being shaded in? What does black energy
look like to you, or remind you of? Are the hands reaching
to that blackness outside the womb surround, or are they protecting
you from it? What does that baby want to say? I notice the
feet and hands are drawn without any detail, is there anything
happening there? What do you feel inside when you look at
this drawing? What does that baby want to say to her mommy?
What does that baby need right now? If you could give that
baby something what would that be? What were you feeling when
you made this drawing, ...after you made it, ...before you
made it? What changed when you made the drawing? Is there
a place inside you where this baby resides? What are some
things which you could do for that baby this week?
The purpose of therapeutic process is
to effect positive change in peoples' lives. Returning to
the pre and perinatal realm through natalism can assist a
person to understand and transform long term core life patterns.
Cynthia lived with a shadow of resignation and despair in
her world. Her natalistic art symbolized and depicted her
inner experience. The natalistic process helped her connect
with and resolve the early origins of her core feelings. Her
natalistic art and process not only served to express her
wounds, but served as symbol and metaphor for repatterning
her outlook and embracing a vitality in life. As Cynthia explains:
Feeling inevitable and resigned used
to be the dominant feelings in my life. Those feelings began
changing to hope. I have found reexperiencing the feeling,
going into the original experience of the feeling, working
it through - eventually it goes. Doing the natalism art
work and connecting to those experiences that are the origin
of those feelings, I think helped me understand its origin
so I could work with it.
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